It went really really well. I haven't gained any weight since the last appointment four weeks ago. This time when she put the doppler on my stomach it picked up the baby's heartbeat right away. She hardly even had to move it and there it was! It was the most comforting sound. It was 163 this time. We set up my ultrasound for June 29th at 1 pm to hopefully found out if we are having a boy or a girl!! I am so excited I can't wait. I hope these next three weeks go super fast!! Tomorrow I am going to look at some baby stuff that is being sold at a sale on Saturday. Because I am friends with someone that is friends with the group they said I could buy whatever I want tomorrow! They have a homemade oak changing table for only $25. I am hoping it is nice because I really want a changing table but don't want to spend a fortune on it. Once we found out if the baby is a girl or boy I will start sorting stuff that has been given to me over the years and getting the nursery in order.
Now if things with he and I were so good. But they are not. He has been carrying on with some woman on his yahoo messenger. Nothing in person, but I read a chat conversation he didn't get deleted out of his message archive and it really upset me. His response was to change his password to his yahoo account. I have always known his passwords. He has never had anything to hide. I am extremely upset and he is handling the whole thing by not talking about it. He wants to sweep it under the rug and forget about it. He thinks because he keeps telling me how much he loves me and keeps being loving that it is okay. He thinks because he hasn't done anything physcially with her it is okay...it was just a conversation. He isn't getting that by changing his password he is keeping secrets and that keeping secrets like that isn't something a marriage is supposed to have. But the worst part is the fact that he won't talk about it with me. He won't acknowledge we have a problem. I am at the end of my rope. If he won't tell me what is going on with him, and he continues these secrets then I have no choice but to seperate from him. I can not continue to live this way.
~Melody
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Congrats on the great appt! I have my big U/S on the same day but at 9:30am. Both our babies are due the same day. Yaaay for us!
I am sorry that you have to deal with your hubby's lack of maturity and common sense. I sure don't have the answers to your questions, but God does. Pray to him for love, peace and honesty in your marriage. I'll be praying for you too!
I am super happy for you on the baby front. I wish I knew what to say about the marital stuf. Sigh. I hate to hear that. It sounds like he is pretty immature still. But he has to be honest with you!
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Melody,
I am glad to hear that things are going well on the baby front! 3 weeks will fly by.
I hope that you dh can get over what ever it is he is going through. Especially today - Happy anniversary
What a great appointment sweetie. Sounds like that little bean is doing wonderful. I can't wait to see what you are having.
I am so sorry he is being a butt again. Ugh I wish he'd get his act together and grow up. If I can do anything, anything at all for you just let me know.
Mrs.G(PO)
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