Wow I can't believe I haven't posted for that long! I am happy to say that I didn't bleed for about two weeks. And then I when I started again it was heavy...but only lasted four days. So it was obviously AF. Hopefully I am back on track now. I am having a little trouble accepting that all the bleeding was just a "bad period". In my mind (and heart) I really feel like it was a miscarriage. So much for not over testing. I will now become ranked right up there with those addicted to peeing on a stick. Only not so much because I am anxious to know whether or not I am pregnant...but as a precaution. I want to know if I am pregnant...even if it is going to end in a miscarriage. Then at least I know I can get pregnant. Some might not understand that, but I just have to know if my body at least works somewhat!
I have been working on revamping the look of my blogger so it is more "me", and not just the template. I know a lot of html, it's just figure out where in their template form I need to put them. I am hopefully going to add some pictures soon!
Well I have to cut this short because here at the radio station we are involved in a drive for non parishables to send to the Hurricane Katrina victims. And at this point I am the information center for all the businesses and media so I need to get back at it. I am so excited to be involved in this because I sit each evening just watching the coverage on CNN and Fox News and I cry. It just breaks my heart.
~Melody
About Me
- Melody
- I am 30 years old and have been with my husband for almost twelve years and married to him for over five wonderful years. We have been through a lot (you can read about some of it in my old entries here)...we have struggled with infertility and infidelity. But we are now doing wonderful and are the very proud parents of a little boy. And we are currently trying for another one! :)
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Hi Melody,
Great to finally hear from you!! I know how you feel when you think those long periods are actually a m/c even though you don't have proof. I have had one of them too. Glad to hear that you are on track now. Hope you have a great weekend
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