Where does time go??

I can't believe it's been so long since I had an entry! I am not sure where all the time has went. I guess because it's summer I am extra busy. Between all the softball games and all station events I barely have time for anything else. Well that and playing in online cribbage games and tournaments! LOL. I am totally addicted.

I am in one of those modes again when it comes to TTC. I am about to quit everything...well of course except the sex part. That's the only enjoyable part of TTC. I am tired of temping...tired of analyzing everything...tired of it all. Some days its even hard to go to the boards because I am tired of reading and talking about it. I love everyone on the boards...I just hate TTC. I hate it so much right now...I don't want to write about it anymore.

I have hit a record high weight for me. I weight 45 pounds more than when I first met my husband...and it's really depressing. So I am now on a diet. And I have to make it work. I hate how I look and how I feel. So I am currently eating a Special K cereal bar for breakfast (90 calories), a rice cake for lunch (50 calories), a rice cake for a mid afternoon snack (50 calories) and then a normal supper. I figure supper can be almost anything I want since I have 1000 calories left for the day. I am trying to stick to 1200 calories per day. I only drink water and diet mt. dew (that's my somewhat luxury! But it has no calories). And I have been walking too. I know I need to work in more exercise to really help. But you have to start somewhere.

Tomorrow night we (the radio station I work for) are hosting a concert at the local fair. We are having Josh Gracin and Andy Griggs. It should be tons of fun! But exhausting as well. I hope the walk-ups are as much as our presale tickets have been. I will try to get some pictures to share...

Well I best get back to work...

~Melody